I am running a content sale right now

I am running a content sale right now

Win / Win situation!

Goodies Sale until September 25th 2016
Full List of items for Sale

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All Items that have been reduced in price for this Sale are marked with “TS Sale” in front of it on the Goodies Page itself. They will return to their regular Price at Midnight Sunday September 25th going into Monday September 26th so don’t wait too long to purchase these items.

Here is a list of the 120 Items which have been reduced.

TF SALE Are you willing to sacrifice your cock and balls for Me slave? WMV – $18.00

TF SALE Female Supremacy – Silence Boy, I am talking. MP3
$20.00

TF SAle MP3 Cock addiction Spell for Fags
$5.00

TF SAle MP3 Deepening your obsession with Shemale cocks
$11.00

TF SAle MP3 Don’t deny it you are an anal fag whore – mesmer
$12.00

TF SAle MP3 From hubby to cuckolded sissy fag wife
$20.00

TF SAle MP3 Special Sissy Mantra for sluts
$5.00

TF SAle Masturbate for Me (Masturbation Encouragement MP3)
$13.00

TF Sale MP3 The demonic Blackmail Plot
$16.00

TF Sale MP3 You are a 2 cock minimum fag whore
$8.00

TF Sale 25 min. Mind emptying and Masturbation Puppet Induction MP3
$20.00

TF Sale 6 Pic Pack – BBW Goddess says…
$10.00

TF Sale 666 – The sacrificing of a worthless male for My benefit
Written – warning EXTREME – $16.66

TF Sale A night on the faggot wheel (twisted ending)
Written $10.00

TF Sale Accidentally shrunken into oblivion
Written $10.00

TF Sale Addicting Sissy Cumdump Whore Brainwash MP3
$10.00

TF Sale Admit it you are a Cocksucker MP3
$4.00

TF Sale Admit you love being a chronic masturbator MP3
$12.00

TF Sale Are you a good boy? WMV
$15.00

TF Sale At the Crossroads MP3 15 1/2 min.
$16.66

TF Sale BBC Cocksucker Sissy Cunt MP3
$10.00

TF Sale BBW Pantyhose, big legs, shoes, Outoors, Photo Pack
$15.00

TF Sale Be a Faggot for Satan MP3
$16.66

TF Sale Be flaming gay for My birthday faggot task
Written $5.00

TF Sale Being My bitch is a great honor MP3
$20.00

TF Sale Beltane Masturbation Edging Instruction 6 days
Written $6.00

TF Sale Brainwashing Sermon for “Christian” Fags MP3
$15.00

TF Sale Brainwashing Sissy Bimbo Mindfuck MP3
$18.00

TF Sale Breeder Sissies you need more COCK!!! MP3
$16.00

TF Sale Busted Panty Bitch Force Feminized MP3
$12.00

TF Sale CBT, Anal and Nipple Torment Task 2
Written $10.00

TF Sale Cock Sucking Anal Loving Fag Brainwashing MP3
$5.00

TF Sale Cockworship Instructions for Fags and sissies MP3
$9.00

TF Sale Consumed by LUST Spell (Demon Enhanced) MP3
$10.00

TF Sale Corrupt the married Pastor and his wife (Dark Minion Task Mindfuck)
Written $16.66

TF Sale Cuckold Revival #2 part 1 Chastity MP3
$18.00

TF Sale Cuckold Revival #2 part 3 Anal MP3
$14.00

TF Sale Cuckold obedience brainwashing multilayer MP3
$10.00

TF Sale Cuckolds humiliating Punishment MP3
$6.00

TF Sale Deep smoking Orders for my Toxin Bitches MP3
$5.00

TF Sale Demons love to feast on gluttonous fat pigs MP3
$7.50

TF Sale Doomed Sinner Curse MP3
$6.66

TF Sale Edging Task and Cum Countdown MP3
$5.00

TF Sale Encouraging Mindmelt for big beautiful sissies Mp3
$11.00

TF Sale Eternal Gay Fag Lust Hex MP3 & Pic
$10.00

TF Sale Fag Robot – Prime Directive Cocks MP3
$5.00

TF Sale Fag whore reinforcement MP3
$5.00

TF Sale Fat Faggot Masturbating Sow Destiny Brainwash MP3
$10.00

TF Sale Fat Pig Humiliation and 600 lb weight goal MP3
$10.00

TF Sale Feederism – a fattening Fetish
$6.00

TF Sale Filtered Cigars, CBT and Stroke for Me clip WMV
$20.00

TF Sale First you crossdress than you lick creampie cucky hubby MP3
$13.00

TF Sale Forced Smoking Instructions – Pushing your limits WMV
$12.00

TF Sale Gay Faggot Brainwash Clip #1
$10.00

TF Sale Gayness Rising Audio Mind-conditioning
$16.00

TF Sale Giantess Audio Fiction Shrinking you down to size
$12.00

TF Sale Gloryhole cock sucking and anal stretching Task MP3
$5.00

TF Sale Goddess unleashes her wrath on pathetic males MP3
$10.00

TF Sale Good boy praise Tribute Brainwashing Conditioning
$25.00

TF Sale Good boys overcome the fear of drowning in Her
Written $10.00

TF Sale Humiliating, conditioning and draining piggy oink oink MP3
$20.00

TF Sale I am sorry to break it to you small penis bitch …
Written $5.00

TF Sale I control your lungs and cock Toxin Bitches MP3
$12.00

TF Sale I want you to become my sissy strapon bitch MP3
$8.00

TF Sale In this household sissies are slaves, not indulged pets!
Written (Story) $10.00

TF Sale Loser Tax
$20.00

TF Sale MP3 Pathetic Small dicked masturbation junkie humiliation
$10.00

TF Sale MP3 Prayer and Puppet Conditioning
$12.00

TF Sale MP3 When you submit and surrender (Mental Sub Conditioning Program)
$18.00

TF Sale MP3 A day on the Faggot Cuckold Wheel!
$14.00

TF Sale MP3 Admit it you love to be exploited and used
$11.00

TF Sale MP3 Be My worthy Puppet (Conditioning)
$12.00

TF Sale MP3 Be careful what you ask for – humiliating blunt talk
$13.00

TF Sale MP3 Blackmailed sissy faggot pay up or else
$20.00

TF Sale MP3 Can’t get that cock out of your mind cuckold bitch MP3
$5.00

TF Sale MP3 Corrupt the married Pastor and his wife (Adultery Division)
$25.00

TF Sale MP3 Cuckold Revival #2 part 2 Fluffer / cocksucking
$21.00

TF Sale MP3 Don’t even try it Miss Sissy Prissy
$3.00

TF Sale MP3 Faggot / Sissy dildo training as preparation tasks
$18.00

TF Sale MP3 Faggot cum collector in MY Temple
$18.00

TF Sale MP3 Forever addicted to Shemale Cocks and Cum
$12.00

TF Sale MP3 Former small dicked cuckold bitch humiliation
$19.00

TF Sale MP3 From Chastity Bitch to Eunuch
$10.00

TF Sale MP3 Gay encouragement – come out homo
$8.00

TF Sale MP3 Get ready for your day Sissy
$10.00

TF Sale MP3 Goddess seduces a younger woman (Lesbian femdom sex)
$25.00

TF Sale MP3 Hellish Strapon Tester Bitch Boy
$15.00

TF Sale MP3 Her wicked best Friend (Homewrecking Fantasy)
$25.00

TF Sale MP3 How to properly grovel and beg for forgiveness
$7.00

TF Sale MP3 Mesmerizing Popper Addicted Masturbation Puppet
$5.00

TF Sale MP3 My Pussy Slave requirements
$10.00

TF Sale MP3 Serve 10 Cocks in 4 Days Task
$15.00

TF Sale MP3 Sweet Candy Sissy Task
$5.00

TF Sale MP3 Take the Satanic Faggot Oath
$20.00

TF Sale MP3 The importance and benefits of indulging in the 7 deadly sins
$27.00

TF Sale MP3 Time to dress up sissy
$8.00

TF Sale MP3 Transformed into a woman at the stroke of Midnight
$30.00

TF Sale MP3 Understand your place in my garden of slaves
$8.00

TF Sale MP3 Welcome to naked Shemale Paradise
$13.00

TF Sale MP3 What is it to be a Puppet?
$8.00

TF Sale MP3 You ARE a pathetic BBC loving FAG
$10.00

TF Sale MP3 You are a Shemale Cumshot Target
$12.00

TF Sale MP3 You are cursed to be a faggot for Satan
$16.66

TF Sale MP3 You have always been destined to be a fag !
$7.50

TF Sale MP3 You want to become and remain MY BEST BOY
$15.00

TF Sale MP3 Your first day as My sissy cuckold wife
$25.00

TF Sale MP3 Your lust the tool of my control over you!
$19.00

TF Sale Masturbation and lust are satanic virtues
Written $5.00

TF Sale Mean facts for sissy fucktoys with no self-respect
Written $5.00

TF Sale Miles to fat pounds fat piggy task MP3
$14.00

TF Sale Oh sissy you’ll never be My equal
Written $7.50

TF Sale PC Gamer addict levels up in cuckolded obedience
Written (Story) $14.00

TF Sale Penectomized and castrated Sissy Cuck MP3
$12.00

TF Sale Pimped out Sissy Fag Peasant Facts
Written $10.00

TF Sale Public Humiliation Exposure Panty Sissy Task MP3
$10.00

TF Sale SPH – Excuse Me, this is NOT a dick!
Written $5.00

TF Sale Sissified flirty smoking practice assignment MP3
$8.00

TF Sale Sissy Cuckold Mental Conditioning Audio
$7.00

TF Sale Surrender to your sinful nature MP3
$5.00

As you can see I marked this as My travel funding sale and that is exactly what it is for. The proceeds for this sale will go towards the money I need to travel safely to My Winter Quarters.

So I figured I’ll do something nice for you by lowering the prices on My Content and give even you smaller pocket boys and sissies the opportunity to enjoy some of the things I create.

When you see higher priced MP3 s they are longer. For example a $25.00 MP3 will be right around 25 min. in length.

If you never bought content from Me or on Niteflirt be advised that should ALWAYS download the content to your devices and listen with your headphones on for better voice quality.

So go and indulge as much as you can afford and do something nice for Me in the process!

Goddess Bella Donna

Fetish Calls for Sissy Littles and Adult Babies with Me

Fetish Calls for Sissy Littles and Adult Babies with Me

The maternal, nurturing and loving side of the Goddess

 

bbw-momma-bella Sissy Littles and Adult Babies are two types of fetishists or Lifestylers with whom I can let my maternal, nurturing and loving side shine bright.

That is as long as they play by My rules of course and don’t try to cross the line into “eeky land” with Me.

Now most of you know that I am actually a Mother who has raised her children to adulthood by now and I am even a Grandmother by now as well. I wouldn’t touch My own darlings in a sexual way ever (naturally) so I won’t cross that line with you either.

You see for Me personally being the surrogate Mom for Adult Babies and Sissy Littles pretty much is the same as when I raised My own to adulthood. I see you and treat you the way I would anyone in those Age groups even so you are naturally fully grown adults who are simply enjoying this type of Age Play.

I try to give you what you may never have had, especially for you  sweet little sissies who have always dreamed of having had a mother figure who would have accepted you and raised you as a girl.

To me that means a combination of:

Nurturing and teaching you what you need to know every step of the way in an “age appropriate” manner. That means I will talk to you as I would to someone who is in the age that you are roleplaying being at this moment.

Comforting you with hugs, holding, kisses and soothing words because you are sad, hurt, or just lonely. I make those  boo boos better.

Discipline you when you have been bad so you can learn not to do it again. Yes that is part of being a Mommy too. I don’t raise brats, I raise good sissy girls and adult babies. Mommy wants to be able to be proud of you.

Talking care of the natural physical needs that come with your “age” group. Feeding, Diaper Changes, Bathing you, Potty Training, etc. You get the point.

Play time and Play Dates are important parts of social developments so those are very much part of it too.

Telling you Bedtime Stories and Singing Lullabies to you… Yes those old fashioned things that so many people no longer do these days.

As you grow older for the Sissies in particular teaching you about makeup, clothing, hair, and all the other things you’d teach a Daughter. Having those conversations about boys and what you need to know. Teaching you how to be a good girl for Mommy and to hold yourself to some standards. Remember that I am your surrogate Mom here I am not about to raise you to be a slut.

Teaching you how to do your laundry, to do household chores, and all those other important things every girl should know.

Having Slumber Parties, snuggling up to watch a Movie together, helping you to develop into a sweet young Lady.

All of those things are part of what I enjoy and offer to My Sissy Littles and Adult Babies. What I absolutely won’t do with you is pretend to have sex with you in any way. To Me that is eeek and turns Me off quickly. I’ll have to say good bye to you if you attempt to force that issue.

I believe in creating a safe environment for those in My care and allowing them to experience what it really means to be raised, loved, nurtured, disciplined and parented by a protective and mature Mommy Figure.

Now sadly with Me traveling I don’t have all the fun stuff that you’d love to have for an Adult Baby for example, but you can still do basics even on the road.  It just requires some planning ahead and of course for the little darling to bring their special items with them. So yes I am able to offer that during a Pro-Domination & Fetish Session and I’ll have great fun doing so.

Phone Session like these can only be done on TALKTOME since it is a major TOS violation on Niteflirt. So please if you want to talk to Me about it or get a phone experience with Me use this LISTING only:

BBW Momma Bella Click here to Talk To Me

What about Skype Chat or Skype Webcam Sessions. Those are available to you as well and of course you will need to tribute for My time just like everyone else. I will however ask you what your “natural age” is first which means the current AGE (by D.o.B.) so I can keep Myself and you safe. I will not talk to natural minors so if you come on giving me some other age first I’ll refuse to interact with you.

Naturally I will need to ask you several questions so I can see at which stage of your personal development you are at the point you come into My care.

Oh and please do tell Me where you found Me at. I need to know which of My Blogs you came from, because for some fetishes like financial fetish or financial domination my Skype Chat and Domination Session fees are a lot higher.  I don’t want to make the wrong assumptions and I don’t force people into a fetish they don’t enjoy or even understand.

Well I guess there you go. If you are interested in these types of fetishes and would like to interact in them with Me, you know how to go about it now and where to find me.

I am looking forward to being your “Mommy Figure” and to take good care of My sweet Sissy Daughters and Adult Babies.

Goddess Bella Donna

 

Smoking Fetish meets robot fetish

Smoking Fetish meets robot fetish

Having fun combining Fetishes into a Roleplay!

 

Hello again darlings!

I’ve spoken often in the past about My love for combining various fetishes into one scene or roleplay on Niteflirt or just in general. It’s always so much fun when you have more areas to play within and I don’t know about you but I am one of those kinksters who gets bored really easily when things become too restrictive.

One of my personal Top 10 Fetishes is smoking fetish and when it comes to that particular line up of fetish subcategories I go pretty deep.

From Smoke with Me, the Eroticism of smoking, Force Smoking Instructions, Smoke Slave Conditioning, human Ashtray conditioning and yes even to mild cigarette torments. I have done it all and continue to enjoy doing it.

Now another fetish category I really enjoy is mind-fuck, brainwashing, mesmerization and in extension robot conditioning.

Now Robotics Fetish or ASFR aka technosexuality, can go into many different directions as well. In My case I either come at  you as the Programmer and Operator of the Robot (you), or as the Prime Unit who directs all other Robots in a sort of Borg Mentality.

Yes, I am always in charge, but that shouldn’t surprise you considering I am a Femdom.

Now a couple of years ago I filmed a very special clip in which I was playing with smoking fetish and robotics. In it, I came to you as the Prime Unit. It was a lot of fun and there for a while I had the full clip up for sale as well.  Since then it has been archived by Me on Niteflirt, but I may at some point make it available again.

In the meantime however I used the first couple of minutes of it as a little sample on Youtube to shall we say attract the boys who are into smoking fetish and technosexuality. Since this is something I offer on My Roleplay listing (ASFR) and smoking of course on MY Mistress Listing as well as Phone w. Cam Listing.

I thought you might enjoy seeing the Youtube clip I shared. So without further ado here it is:

Back then it was still a fetish combination I was fairly new at, but since then I have done many different ASFR or technosexuality Roleplays and have really gotten into it.

If you have never indulged in this fetish you might want to check it out. Especially those among you who are into being mindlessly obedient. Let’s face it, once you are turned into a humanoid robot, your free will is pretty much gone.

XOXO
Goddess Bella Donna

There are more subs then Ladies of Dominance

There are more subs then Ladies of Dominance

A few thoughts for you submissive boys and sissies from Goddess Bella Donna

 

Sit down my dears and get comfortable. I have a few important things to make you think about and I am sure you may even have already noticed them for yourself to some extend.

However I think that it is important that it is mentioned to you in a way that doesn’t allow you to indulge in  your avoidance of facts habit. Oh and you are all very good at that aren’t you?

There is a very good chance that you may only have had experience with online domination at this point. Perhaps you may have only been a watcher and dreamer up to this point, watching the endless streams for femdom pornographic images flow by you on social media. Maybe you have been a part of social communities such as Fetlife or niche specific communities such a Findoms.com, Elitefinancialdomination.com etc. Or you have joined Facebook groups that have a Femdom / male sub overtone.

When you are only an outside observer you get the misguided idea that there are more Femdoms then male submissives out there and it leads to what I call a “boy in a candy store syndrome”. Surely with so many women offering their time and experience, teasing and tempting you, strutting their stuff in often times very racy behavior, there has to be an overflow of  female flesh to choose from for you horny boys.

Oh boy did I just phrase that in a highly offensive to the Ladies way, but that is what is being presented to you in your mind. You still have not clued in that many of those Ladies are Models and just because someone dresses and spouts a few words that to the layman represent female domination doesn’t make them in actuality Femdoms of any kind. Many are playing a role or character in order to support them-selves and in the smart business practice of a woman who is highly in touch with her sexuality and feels no shame in using it  capitalizes financially on your weaknesses. Oh and no there is NOTHING AT ALL WRONG WITH IT!!!!

The point I am making is that what you see often is an illusion and doesn’t necessarily represent the facts of how many actual skilled and knowledgeable in domination and various fetishes as well as BDSM or Kinks Ladies of Dominance are actually out there.

That however you don’t even begin to understand until such time when you actively decide to seek one out. It is during those first times of seeking a Lady of Power out when you begin to realize that not all that glitters is gold.

It may take you a few times before you start noticing that something is missing when you engage with them. What’s missing? The actual Power within them and the being comfortable of taking control over another person in the way a Lady of Dominance will and can.

Oh and yes dear ones, SHE has to be comfortable with it and SHE must actually feel the need within HER to be in charge and take control. It has to be part of HER natural character, HER being, otherwise She will falter in the end.

To put it in a rather offensive way but one that will make the point extremely well. You can hand a Chimp a Flogger and teach it to swing it, that doesn’t make it a Master or Mistress. It is still just a Chimp with a Flogger.

Anyone can take lessons and learn how to use the various toys and tools found in BDSM. Anyone can dress the part that is so frequently represented as what a Mistress should look like. What you can’t learn is holding that Power inside of you and how to engage in a Power Exchange that is both meaningful as well as beneficial to both sides. You can’t teach someone how to feel comfortable and confident at a very deep level and you can’t teach them to really get it on a deep level either. That has to be inside of them already. At least the spark.

So unlike what appears to be available the Pool of Ladies of Dominance is actually a lot smaller. Add into that that many already have a submissive male or have very strict requirements on what they find acceptable from those who may gain the privilege of applying for a position as Her slave or one of Her slaves if She is a Hisem Mistress the pressure on you putting some  actual effort in becomes even more true. Now remove the group of Ladies of Power who are not interested in taking on a male born slave but prefer female born slaves and it narrows down even further.

Here is when you will truly realize just how much effort you really have to put in to stand out among the thousands of other males who dream of being a submissive or slave to a Lady of Dominance.

Next of course comes the attitude and mental picture you have about what it means to be a male sub or slave. That is where most of you will fail miserable and a lot of mental conditioning has to take place. Which means once again you have to find a Lady who is willing to spend an extraordinary amount of time undoing bad behaviors and adjusting your mental picture of what it is to be Her slave.

You’d be surprised how few Ladies these days are actually willing to put up with that and are willing to put that type of work into you. Most Ladies of Dominance are usually very busy in their personal life  and often times have a demanding Business Life as well. They seek to find relaxation, service and entertainment with those who serve them not have to deal with irritations that can be avoided.

Remember that a slave is to be a joy to his Mistress not a burden or an annoyance and yet sadly, many of those who only look at fictional literature or pornographic movies as sources of insight will become exactly that. A burden and an annoyance.

Now you need to keep in mind what type of Lady of Dominance you seek out to take control of you. What is it you are looking for and what amount of effort are you willing to put in it. Oh boy that pool of available to you Ladies is shrinking by the minute.

The point is that the chances of you finding someone whom you can actually become a slave or sub to in a very real way, be that online or real time (face to face) are only decent for those who put in a lot of effort from the start and keep up that amount of effort throughout.

Let Me give you a little tip. A Lady of Power and Dominance is very patient in selecting and finding the proper slave and sub for Her. She feels no desperation in the task. She knows that in due time the right boy will approach Her and it makes no difference if that takes days, weeks, months or years.

Her Ego is not on the line here nor does She feel lonely without a body to kneel to Her. It’s a lot more important for Her that the one who does kneel to Her in due time is the right one for HER and in turn for Her to be the right ONE for him.

In general a Lady of Dominance will weed and wade through many potential applicants for Her time and affections. Many will be left by the wayside as time goes by simply because they did not hold that special something within them that She seeks in them. They were just not keepers and again that sounds a lot harsher than it sounds.

Just like in a Vanilla Life you will date probably many people before you fall in love with the one that ensnares your heart, mind and body. It’s a process which takes all of different amounts of time and how long it takes always depends on the matches and personalities.

Over the years I have had many subs whom I felt a very strong instant connection with, but as time went on I got to see the hidden side of their Characters which could not be trained out of them and made U/us incompatible in the long run.

I had one sub whom I actually found very difficult to be around at first and by My very nature was tempted to just deny access to Me, but something inside of Me stilled My hand from giving him the “Go away” sign.  In his case it was pure nerves and feeling so overwhelmed by My presence, as well as being something he had not expected Me to be like that caused his behavioral problems with Me that truly turned Me off against him.

It took a total blow out between U/us to clear the air and he ended up returning to Me 3 months later a much changed individual AFTER he had time to think over what I told him that fateful day.

He went on to become one of My most treasured and highly devoted submissives for several years until his personal life took him out of the BDSM lifestyle completely.

Still again it was a major effort that was required to go from just another guy to becoming such a wonderful treasure whom  still think of fondly many years later.

These days you are so used to women courting you for your affections and you do not seem to see things for what they are.

I myself I have various categories to Me – the Content producers who is an Adult Business woman and within that capacity markets her products in a way that draws your attention to them. It’s business and nothing else. It has nothing at all to do with domination even if the topics are Femdom and Fetish topics. Domination is a personal thing, a one on one thing, an interactive thing. Not a buy a product and suddenly I am your Mistress thing. NO I am your kinky creative and highly skilled content provider who earns HER living of this. Nothing more.

The Professional Domina who allows you the opportunity to gain a bit of experience and exploration in something you may and probably are not to able to reach for due to life and business circumstances.  I provide a service at the same time as I allow you the experience of what it is like to serve Me. It being Professional there is a financial business transaction taking place simply because your service you provide during that session is based more on what you seek out to experience rather than on what MY needs are.

Yes I still retain the right and will deny a Session if I am not interested in you, if you are not in conjunction of the Fetishes and Kinks I enjoy, or your manners are not in accordance with what I desire from you. I have that Luxury thankfully to turn you down since for Me even so it is part of My Income it is NOT just about the Money here nor my primary income.

Lifestyle even more so and now I am even more picky and choosy and guess who gets to do all the courting here. It isn’t Me!!!

You as the submissive have to offer something of value to Me to even gain MY interest and attention. YOU have to stand out above the rest of those who just scream for attention. YOU have to make Me curious to know more about you and oh if you get fortunate enough in doing this, YOU better make sure you don’t let the opportunity to please Me and put yourself in a good light with Me from the start pass by.  Because every opportunity comes with a deadline and I can guarantee you I am watching.

Even in Financial Fetish and Domination I am very much Old School and highly Traditional in the way I see the connections. I am a LOVER of Protocols, Rituals and more. I bring a strong structure into the life of those who actually kneel to SERVE ME in a long term style relationship and those with whom I find that special connection there will be a mixture of the Newer Age forms of communication and presentations as it must be, but a deep deep ground work based in True Goddess worship and strict Low as well as HIGH Protocols which you’ll learn to cherish.

I am NOT a Mistress – I am a Goddess – and that places Me in style and how I see the connections in a very different aspect. I do expect beautiful manners, almost courtly, and those I condition could be taken to any Event after a while and be a Showpiece of how a sub should behave and awe those around U/us.

I am still a Goddess from an Era that is romanticized now and largely forgotten because it is one that takes an immense amount of effort on both sides, but that holds such a beauty that it will bring tears to your eyes.

To Me those things are as natural as breathing. They are just how it is and how it should be. I am the Goddess on High and My slaves are able to hold their heads high in pride of having been picked by Me for this privilege.

Now take a little guess what type of submissive man or sissy you have to be to gain My attention and the opportunity to serve Me personally. The get that special touch that makes you want to sink to your Knees for Me.  Do you think a boy with an attitude problem or one that is lazy can gain that? NO!!!

I am not the only Lady who is this way out there. Quality always stands above quantity. A woman of Dominance is not a commodity that you can just pick up at any street corner my dears. So it behooves you not to treat your approaches as if any of US are.

Goddess Bella Donna

 

RVer Frustration day today.

RVer Frustration day today

Nomadic Goddess Journal

I love my nomadic lifestyle, but no matter how much you love something ever so often there are just those really frustrating moments that you just can’t avoid.

Today is one of those for me and it is all about trying to find an RV reservation here in Florence Oregon for 7 days from September 12th to September 19th.  I am getting ahead of myself so.

My traveling schedule and where I go at what given time hinges strongly on 3 factors.

#1 Money – that’s always the big one. Living stationary in an RV would be super cheap but once you do what I do and travel in it constantly (even at a sedate pace) it gets super costly. So yes I keep an eye on the budget and look at what’s possible at what point so I don’t put the next leg of the journey and with that myself in jeopardy. Common sense stuff.

#2 Weather – I have never in my life watched and researched the Weather Patterns and what is happening where as I have been since I have been full-time RV traveling. Being in an RV means you really don’t want to be in super cold or super hot climates at any given time.  Of course being in a more or less natural weather disaster wouldn’t be all that advisable either. So that again should be common sense stuff.

#3 Internet connection availability. – I work online and with that cannot afford to be in areas where my Verizon Hotspot through which I have my Internet access doesn’t work.  Losing that connection can end up really causing some serious financial issues on my end. Ha, last time I had no way of avoiding it I was out for 7 days and I lost roughly $600 in income for that week. Not a good situation to be in.

So I always keep the 3 biggies as I have come to think of them in mind.  With that comes using your common sense and go with the cheapest possible options for the stays. I am a Member of several RV Membership Clubs that have allowed me to get my stays either for free or really reasonable in most cases. That helps to offset the other monetary obligations I have.

I have the following RV Memberships which I use as much as possible, but as with all things they do come with Rules and limitations.

Thousands Trails – For that one I have the all zones Membership and upgraded to Premier. Which means I am able to stay in a Park for 3 Weeks at a time and then have to either move on to another Park in their System or be out of their System for 7 days.

Colorado Springs Adventures – They are a 13 Park System at the moment located in California and Arizona. Here I can stay for 2 Weeks at a time, then have to be out for 7 days or pay out for the 7 days to remain in the Park and System.

Coast to Coast – Those are again Nation Wide and I am a Premier Member with them as well. There I can stay between 7, 14 or 21 days depending on park, availability etc and after that I have to be out of the System for 7 days. Cost depends on Park but  usually the prices are super cheap or even free at times for me.

Passport America  – Is a Discount Membership across the USA and gives you the chance of saving 50% off their regular rate. So far however I have not been able to use them at all so. Their Parks have a lot of really large black out dates or are in areas I am not going through. So far, they have been of little use to me.

Escapees – Another RV Park Membership which is pretty well known among RVers. They usually have 2 Parks in a State and if you stay there you have to pay but their rates are usually somewhere around $16.00 a night. Those are more like bridge over if you are i the area.

Good Sam – That one is available in most parks but really only gives you a 10% discount, which most of the time just covers the Tax if you think about it.

OH and many parks overlap in Memberships too. For example right now I am staying in South Jetty Florence Oregon and they are part of Thousand Trails, Coast 2 Coast and RPI (another discount membership). I am here through Thousand Trails which means I can’t book in for my week out of the system through any of the other options even so I have them.

Oh yes, you learn to read fine print real fast and to ask the right questions.

Now I had thought that I’d be leaving Oregon by September 12th, but looking at the Weather so far it’s still too hot for me to go somewhere else. So I had to carry it over into October which leaves the week of September 12th to September 19th to be covered.

…and here is where my frustrations begin. The nearest Thousand Trails Park to me is Whalers Rest and that isn’t that far. Only 47 miles or so, only I have been there before and as lovely as it is and it is very pretty there, it’s not an option. They have ZERO internet availability there and with that it’s out.

Ok so looking at the other options… MMM ok Passport America and Good Sam are the only 2 Memberships that are hooked into any of the Parks around here that are out of the System, which means paying full price unless I have them under a Membership.

I called the one that is Passport America since for that I’d have to pay $16.50 a day rather than $39.95 to $59.95 a day which seems to be the going rate around here. They are booked solid until after September 16th so doesn’t fit my needs.

Add to it that the Salmon Run is now in full force here and trying to get in on a reservation right now is difficult and of course as with everything if something “special” is happening and it’s still considered in Season the prices are always slightly higher.

I have my big long trip coming up for the Winter Quarters soon and  oh geez that is one of those things where right now I want to go one place (East Coast Trip – yup looking for Sponsors) or if all else fails I guess I am going back to Needles and then Lake Havasu for the Winter months. Only by now I have been there several times and I am honestly getting bored with them, but they are climate and cost wise the two best options for me.

That of course means that I am really not looking forward to having to shell out $225 for a one week stay in an RV Park which at this point is the cheapest I have found and I looked through them all.  Yes I physically went there to look them over, because the other part is that I have to feel comfortable being there.

I know it sounds funny to some, but having a feeling a comfort and safety is huge to me. Color me picky, but I think you can understand that.

Now of course one of you good boys and adoring pets could just cover that one week out for me and make my a very happy Goddess. Hint hint… Sure would take some stress of my back.

If you would like to provide that service for me and earn some major good boy points you can do so via Google Wallet (goddessbelladonna@goddessbelladonna.com), Niteflirt (remember they take 30%) www.niteflirt.com/GoddessBellaDonna or if you do have my personal PayPal account you can tribute it there for me.

Either way looks like I have to get it reserved here in the next few days because if I wait too long there won’t be any spots left.

Wish me luck everyone and I’ll talk to you again soon!

Goddess Bella Donna

 

 

August is Sissy Month in Goddess Bella Donna’s realm

Sissy Month

Over the last few days you have been seeing many different sissy type posts emerge in My online Empire.

Between the various contests:

Pillow humping Princesscontestclosed

cropped pink pubesThe sissy Tara Exposure on My humiliation and findom oriented blog in both the Post and the Wall of Shame.

Which is the perfect place for the slut variety of sissies!

Then of course right here in which I have introduced Sissy Bride SissyCupcake and Sissy Bride Monique as well as Sissy Little Samantha Rebecca in her Ballerina outfit.

I have hung out and participated in various discussions in the Fetlife Group “The Sissy Room” and gotten to know a few of the lovely Sissies there as well.

I have had several Skype Fetish and Domination  Sessions with different types of Sissies this month as well which went from the pretty sissy, the vulnerable sissy, the submissive sissy, the sissy princess by day and sissy slut by night, to the purely humiliation driven sissy who needs to feel like a loser in order to be happy.

With other words August shaped up to be a very heavy sissy month in My realm and it was also the reason why I found Myself very motivated to want to put the spotlight on some different types of sissies as well.

You see there is a big misconception in the online world out there and that misconception is that all sissies are the flinging their dicks in panties slut types, but that is far from the truth. Sure I think there is a little sweet slut in all sissies somewhere, but there are many for whom that isn’t the most important driving force.

Sissy Tara feeling vulnerable in her pretty dress
Sissy Tara feeling vulnerable in her pretty dress

Now for example My darling sissy Tara who is a communal exposure slut whore has a very classy side to her as well. She is also deeply dedicated to her sissy development and yes she is all in. She can’t live her life as a sissy as often as she’d like but that is actually a fair representation of what is true in most sissy’s life.

For many boys out there being a sissy is simply a humiliation driven fetish. It gets them aroused to think about dressing in female clothing and in the large majority of those whom you see on Social Media it always ends up being about them being on their knees sucking cock or getting fucked by cock either under their own steam or under the strict instructions of a Mistress.

In most cases however once you dig a little deeper and I have done a ton of digging during My Fetish Calls on Niteflirt of the dick loving variety sissies and as they love to be called sissy faggots, you find out that for most of them it’s all just a fantasy. Many of them are actually straight guys who have never even dressed up in panties and haven’t come within spitting distance of a cock. It’s simply a Taboo type of fetish fantasy that gets them hot and aroused.  A few have done it but it’s not an everyday thing and constant as they like to portray either. Real life and responsibilities do get in the way. For them it’s just about the humiliation and the taboo. Is there anything wrong with that? Of course there isn’t even is I tease them and taunt them mercilessly about being such little cum dumps. It’s all in good fun and exactly what they need.

What about those sissies out there however for whom this is not just a fetish fantasy but a deep desire and lifestyle choice? Who struggle with coming to terms with their needs and desires? Who feel misunderstood and even in today’s society have a hard time finding someone who will understand them and embrace them for who they are?

What about the sissies who are into being pretty, truly wish to live like women but are not classifying them-selves as trans women? What about those submissive sissies who need the strict but caring control of Mistress who will keep them in that place that is so difficult to find and successfully remain in?

There is a reason why sissies are among some of the most easily depressed and most attention needing kinky people out there. There is also a reason why most sissies go through at least 4 to 6 purges during their life. A purge is when they get rid of all their sissy items and try to be “just another normal man”.

The problem is that if you are truly a sissy deep inside and it’s not just a roleplay that you indulge in once in a while, being “just another normal man” is almost impossible. Something in you, that something that makes you genuinely you is missing.

Human beings are social animals by nature even those among us who can be happy in solitary situations still from time to time need companionship and someone who will see us and accept us for who we are not the mask so many people out there are forced to wear daily.

Sissies and Crossdressers are in a precarious position even within the LGBT community where they are often times looked down upon. Most sissies are depicted and treated like inferiors, like the brunt of a particularly bad joke often times.

For some that is perfect because that is what drives their desires and I call that cock driven needs. For others however it is painful and emotionally devastating.

That is one of the many reasons why I try so very hard as a more or less public figure here on the Internet and a somewhat well known Mistress to display and showcase from time to time that there is a lot more to being a sissy than what you get almost forced into your face daily.

It’s one of the reasons why I speak to sissies in a lifecoach or that Female Alpha Female who gets you and is open to listen to you without judgement capacity as well.

We laugh and point at the slut sissies, shame them for being such dirty filthy cock craving whores and that feeds their need as bimbo’s in the center of attention. Heck I get paid for doing that, my sarcasm and humiliation is just one of the many Femdom Fetish Pro-Domination “Services” I offer haha.

When all is said and done so, I see beyond the veil and recognize as well as appreciate my sweet soft and loving sissies who simply just want to have a Lady of Quality and Power to care about them and see them for who they are. They find a caring, nurturing and yet strict Mistress in Me whom they can be save with and simply be what they are inside.

I always say about Myself that I am a living Goddess who just happens to be a Domina and natural born Alpha Female. It wasn’t a choice I made to become that, it was simply something that I am. I developed into that more and more as I became an adult, but the character trades and the personality was always there, I just didn’t have a name for it.

Well the same holds true with a lot of the sissies I encounter and end up speaking to on Niteflirt or session with online or in real time as well. It was in them and something along the line triggered the need in them and they finally found a word for it. That word was “Sissy”.

I always end these types of post with an invitation for you to reach out and call Me at Niteflirt 1-800-863-5478 ext: 9473405 when you see Me as available or to request a Skype Chat Session with Me via MizBellaDonna2you if you want or need someone who will not judge you but embrace you and guide you or just talk to you openly and honestly about the sissy that lives inside of you.

Yes I do charge for My time and attention, but remember that I have chosen to make My passion for BDSM, Fetish and Kinks My Career as well. I do what so many of you can only dream of doing, I do what I love for a living and support My travels and life that way.

Think about that for a second – who better than someone who has that type of mentality and attitude to reach for the dream they have and have the courage to do what they love for a living to be the cheerleader and loving guidance for your submissive life as well.

XOXO
Goddess Bella Donna

Ballerina Sissy Samantha

purple tutu Now isn’t sissy Samantha just the cutest little sissy Ballerina?

Today I would like to introduce you to yet another sissy and another “type” of sissy.

I know by now some of you are wondering what is up with Me showcasing the different sissies on my blog and as you all know they do not belong to Me.

These photos you see have been sent to Me by various sissies from Fetlife and other resources with permission to share them after I send out a call for sissy pic submissions in various categories.

I wanted to show the world that sissies come in different styles and flavors and that there are a lot more sissies than just the slut brigade out there.

ballet samanthaToday’s sissy is “Sissy samantha rebecca” and she considers herself a “Sissy little”. She was gracious enough to share with US her “Sissy Ballerina” photos which was one category I asked for.

Sissy samantha rebecca comes to US from the UK and you can find her Profile on Fetlife at: https://fetlife.com/users/522180

I think they are just adorable and will be sure to melt the hearts of all those Mistresses out there who have a soft spot for the sissy littles and small dancers of the sissy variety. By the way Ladies, this little sissy is still looking for a caring Mistress who has a maternal side to her to take care and control of her. If you are in the UK and are looking for a sweet sissy gurl to make your own and are interested in sissy samantha rebecca send her a message via her fetlife profile. Who knows maybe you’ll be meant for each other!!!!

So please enjoy those adorable Sissy Ballerina Photos and feel free to leave Sissy samantha a comment below. I will send her the link so she can see and enjoy your responses.

me in ballet leotard curtsying.
me in ballet leotard curtsying.
me with my hands over my head in my ballet leotard. :)
me with my hands over my head in my ballet leotard. 🙂
again on one leg for this pose.
again on one leg for this pose.

Thank you sissy little samantha for showing those to US and being such a sweet little Ballerina.

If any of you sissies wish to speak to Me about your personal love of being a sissy and share some of your own experiences with Me or just want a caring Mistress to talk to, feel free to call Me on My feminization listing on Niteflirt:

Call GoddessBellaDonna for phone sex on Niteflirt.com

XOXO

Goddess Bella Donna

 

What it means to be of use to Me

What is means to be of use to Me

Experienced Femdom Goddess Journal

 

GBD 8 13 2016 (79) I think for many people out there the idea of being abused be that in the fun BDSM type variety or the what they fear will happen Dictionary type variety comes to mind when you talk about being used by someone.

I don’t really like using the word “abuse” all that much but much more prefer the correcter phrase of “being of use to Me” when speaking to or interacting with a submissive individual.

Now with me being on the road for right around 3 years now and traveling the USA at a sedate pace as I always say, I have been concentrating a lot more on online and phone domination as well as fetish sessions. I spoke about doing real time prodomination whenever I get the opportunity to in another post, but as I mentioned there as well it isn’t as frequent as I would like.

As I often try to point out to those people online who have a problem with tribute requirements when wishing to gain the attention of a Lady or wanting a Session with her, things online are very different than in real time. The one thing that is the same is that in order for you to gain the privilege of My attention or the honor of having a session with Me it requires for you to be of use to Me first.

But what does it mean to be of use to someone? Well in a real time situation which is not pro-domination based but lifestyle that would be things like running errands for me so I can concentrate on working  or relax for a while. Doing the house or yard work for Me. Going out and getting My car washed and filled up at the Gas Station for Me.  Doing research about something I want to know about. Being my personal assistant in anything I desire to have help with.

Those are all mundane and non-kink related activities that are very useful to Me and will ease My life in a very real way. They allow Me to focus on something else so I am able to kick back sooner and relax for a while.

The reality is that a Goddess who is worn out and exhausted from working too much, having to run all her errands and do all the other mundane chores on top of it, is not really going to feel very playful nor is going to be all that motivated to use you in the fun way aka playtime.

Online the same reality holds true, but now you are unable to do those mundane physical chores for Me. Well besides the research and I have had online subs who provided that service to me when they were only able to make small tributes for my time and attention.

Still so there are other ways of being of use to someone online when you can’t afford to make financial contributions and just want to be of some kind of service to the Lady because you adore Her.

For example: Retweet boys on Twitter serve by making themselves useful in being our social media PR puppets. NO they don’t get any attention for that or any type of session for it either, but they do get acknowledged and thanked for their service at least by Me and a few other Ladies.  They are serving a purpose and they are being of use to those that utilize them.

Being of use might also be taking my banner and linking it correctly to my websites, phone lines and other areas where I make my income. Helping me to spread the word that I am there and available. It’s a service you can provide for Me if you have the time and hopefully it’s something that will end up benefiting me in the long run. Will I give you a free session for it? No I won’t but again I will acknowledge and thank you if I see it.

Years back I used to have a worker bee position in which I allowed a boy to do a very mundane online chore for Me or one hour a day and if he did well at the end of the week I would give him a short online session. Short being 30 minutes. The job I had him do was add all the clips and other goodies into My Store Blog (a different one then the one I have now) and I showed him how to do it well. The idea was that he was earning his session with me by taking over a rather time consuming job for Me and it was worth it to me to reward him with a session. He lasted exactly 3 days because the effort was too much for him and since it was boring to have to do it right didn’t arouse him. He was unable to stick it out and complete it.  So he was given a chance to be of use to Me and utterly blew it.

These days I no longer do that. I no longer offer “do work for Me” in order to earn a session with Me opportunities since his failure wasn’t the only one. I done it several times and each time the boy or sissy ended up failing in a short time.

That is why now I will thank and acknowledge for you doing a little something useful for Me, but in my eyes the only way you can truly serve Me, be fully of use to me online, and perhaps either pay for a session or earn attention by Me personally is with financial contributions. It’s not shady in the least, it’s just lessons learned over many years and these days a fact.

Goddess Bella Donna

Beautiful Sissy Bride Monique Pics and Journal Entry

Today another lovely sissy shows US the big day is just as special for them as it is for a genetic woman. Now Sissy Bride Monique considers herself more of a crossdresser and comes out of Atlanta GA where I am sure she turns heads wherever she goes.

For her this dream is not a reality yet and she still dreams of finding the perfect Mistress to take her deeper into her world of feminization. Yes Monique I wish I was closer too, you look splendid and I can just imagine how much fun it would be to turn you into my perfect girl.

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…and for her journal entry she wrote:

Sissy Bride Dreams Before the Big Day

             The big day is tomorrow and I can hardly wait.  We’re getting married In Las Vegas and all our friends are here for the wedding.  We’ve rented one of the small wedding chapels and it’s going to be a very private and very sensual affair.  You see all my bridesmaids are crossdressers and all the groomsmen are avid fans of crossdressers and we plan to start off wedded life with a big bang, make that a big gang bang.  One of our friends is performing the service and after we finish our vows and he pronounces us man and wife and tells the groom “You may kiss the bride.” we are going to start an orgy right there with loads of sucking and fucking.  I’m the bride so I get to suck very cock and get fucked by every cock in the room.  Oh, my white lacy panties get so wet just thinking about it.

Sissy Crossdresser Monique Adams

Note from Goddess: As I said what a beautiful gurl she is and as you can see she’s rather fond of loads of cocks. I call that the Princess by day and the little slut by night type of sissy or crossdresser if you will.

Thank you Monique for allowing Me to share this with My Readers and Fans here. I am sure you have inspired many fantasies and dreams for them as well.

Keep dreaming sissies and just remember dreams can come true as Sissy Cupcake knows first hand. Missed her click here!

I am loving all these great turn ins to Me by the way. I love it when you sissies step up and do what I ask. Thank you you make Me smile. Want to be part of this fun? You can still send them to Me. Click here for details!

Oh and for all you “pretty pillow humping Princesses” chuckles I have a little Pic contest going right now. Click here to find out what it is – you will be taken to a different blog!

Yes Goddess always has something fun in the works for all her subs, pets, puppets, sissies and fans!

Don’t forget you can always talk to Me live about your fetishes and kinks on Niteflirt at www.niteflirt.com/GoddessBellaDonna

Pick the listing most suitable to you and let’s have a good time exploring the wonderful world of BDSM, Kink and Fetishes together.

Hugs and kisses My darlings

GBD 8 13 2016 (56)

Sissy Bride sissycupcake story and pic

Oh what a lovely sissy Bride this sissy makes. This is what I was looking for during my call for sissy bride pics and stories earlier today.

Let Me show you this lovely sissy Bride, thank you sisscupcake from FEtlife click here for her Profile for letting Me share you with the world.  Oh and sorry Ladies and Gents this lovely sissy is off the market She is married to her lovely Miztress Lioness! (Thank you to the Lady as well)

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and her written turn in was:
About a year ago my Mistress made me a happy sissy by saying she wanted me to be her sissy husband. Well on June 1, 2013 she gave me the wedding of my dreams.

She said i could be the bride. I had to get a wedding dress and found my dress on ebay custom made and it came out perfect. When the day came it was soo incredibly hectic. Including me bringing red stockings to my wedding instead of white! Thank goodness we didn’t live far away lol!
My dress laced up in the back like a corset so once i was in it there was no way out. A true bondage dress lol. For all the preparations the ceremony was over in 11mins lol. The bridesmaids came up the isle with Shania Twain’s “Man I feel like a woman”.

I came up the isle with my best friend giving me away and “Barbie Girl” by Aqua playing. I had a beautiful bouquet and 6 inch heels and i was the happiest sissy bride one could be especially when I knelt before my Mistress and she locked the collar on and placed my lovely wedding ring on me. The reception was amazing we had incredible food and a amazing cake! We had our closest friends attend and that made it even more special. I even had the pink garter removed from me 🙂

After the reception we retired to the dungeon for some play. I was finally released from my dress and stripped down to my bridal lingerie and the Mistress had Lovely Goddess Indigo bind me to a St Andrew’s cross and give me some impact play and some nice flogging too. Then Mistress finished me off and blasted me off to sub space. Wow what a session!

Thank you Mistress Maria i am so happy to be your sissy husband and making me your sissy bride and the happiest and luckiest sissy alive!

Goddess you have my permission to post the story and pictures

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Note by Goddess Bella Donna;

See sissies dreams can come true as this beautiful sissy bride shows. Now keep it going. I added a whole category for just you lovely Sissy Brides.

Again if you’d like to be part of the fun nd follow click here to read adirections.

Don’t forget you can always talk to Me live on Niteflirt as well and share with Me about your Sissy Adventures and Dreams.

XOXO
Goddess Bella Donna

Politically incorrrect insensitive Bitch with Attitude!